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Artist // Student // Varied
  • May 6
  • United States
  • Deviant for 8 years
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My Bio
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Height: 5'9"
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Likes: Small Things/Small Traits, Writing Stories, Dark Artworks of Misfortune
Dislikes: Myself, My Existence, Grades, American Society in General
Favorite Food(s): Spaghetti
Favorite Color(s): It's In My Name
Favorite Subject(s): History
Favorite Song: Self-Inflicted Achromatic [English Cover] by Jubyphonic
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Current Status IRL: Depressed
Current Status NET: Forgotten
Regret(s): Not Listening to Parent's Advice For My Health, an Ongoing Lie That Has Been Going On For Nearly a Decade, Forgetting the Truth
Satisfied and Content With: The Ongoing Lie, The Friend in My Head and The World He Made, Feeling Sadness and Grief
Did You Attempt to End It All?: No I have no interest in killing myself.
What Keeps You Going?: The Friend In My Head and The Promise I Made to His Deceased Counterpart
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If You Had One Wish What Will It Be?: I'd wish for my friend's freedom along with his world.
Why?: Because he deserves it more than I do and I mean it.
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[ U N D E R C O N S T R U C T I O N]

Favourite Visual Artist
Cneko-chan, and some others that I wish not to name ;)
Favourite Movies
N/A I was in a stasis
Favourite TV Shows
N/A I was in a stasis
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Script, Bakkushan, Starset, Set if Off
Favourite Books
My 5 star subject notebook! Filled with conversations... with me and my "imaginary" friend he's the only one I've got left ;-;
Favourite Writers
My Imaginary Friend created when I refuse to acknowledge his death
Favourite Games
Warframe and Oneshot
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC, I don't need to go somewhere or wait.. download and play
Tools of the Trade
My right hand, which is sore every day from overusing it.
Other Interests
Small things... and dark images...
Status Update: slowly losing my memory
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Ive forgotten what's it like to hug someone. I've forgotten the feeling of human warmth. Hmm thinking about it... I've forgotten what's it like to have a friend that can provide you just that.
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Back for god knows how long. Finally fixed my Wacom so I can practice drawing again! Then again I'm getting into modeling with Maya. Unfortunately, I have to be in school to use it, I'm poor.
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Hey, I me again. Just reaching to wherever I can. I'm here. I'm here for you. I haven't fully brought myself to leave DA because I knew I'd be abandoing something. A friendship. A beautiful one at that. I let everything pass and slip away and I massively regret it. 

I have a few notes for you, I hope you respond soon.
Guess what? I'll be forever WATCHing (aaaaaay) you . . .






April Fools. 
April Fools... mm an old acquaintance of mine, whose is still persistently trying to make me socialize even though she moved, has her birthday on April 1st... guess how many times I've been an ass whenever it came up.

Yay~ another soul to disappoint~
I have my doubts on my career as an animator. Honestly, minus all the other things I've posted on this account, I started officially drawing at the start of THIS school year.. I fucked myself.

You shan't have to worry on checking in from time to time..
my time is consume with drawing, slowly failing my classes because of drawing, and disappointing my mother because of my grades. It's also filled with watching YouTube videos.
Oh, I'm sorry about the April- I was stupid, extreme idiot. Forgive me Q^Q

Dont be so hard on yourself. I remember Sora said something about you, nothing bad- but- you get my point- I meant no harm-

Animator? That's amazing! I'm so called "practicing" (or procrastinating) to be one, myself. But that's so cool!

You're not going to disappoint me, already have someone that's helped me tolerate such things.

Well, at least you're consumed by something. I'm just lazy! OvO ah, motivation. We all get it time to time.

Im sure you're not a terrible person, not that I said you were, so don't doubt yourself so much. You seem cool. €o•v•o